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i am tired of how i am living, how i look and how I feel about myself. Finally i felt the need to make a change.
Happy 4th of July everyone🇺🇸

Happy 4th of July everyone🇺🇸

That’s what I say to short jokes #shortandproud

That’s what I say to short jokes #shortandproud

Done packing for NC woohoo!!!!! #vacacationhereicome #can’twait

Done packing for NC woohoo!!!!! #vacacationhereicome #can’twait

Look how long my hair has got. Can’t wait to cut it for locks of love in August

Look how long my hair has got. Can’t wait to cut it for locks of love in August

Graduation!!!! #BSW 2014

Graduation!!!! #BSW 2014

My bachelors graduation cap all designed up. Love how it can out. #graduation2014

My bachelors graduation cap all designed up. Love how it can out. #graduation2014

Passover 2014

Passover 2014

Day 297 (March 22, 2014)

So I have a stocking new, today I have not and will not work out. I am really exhausted and feel I need to give myself a break. I am defiantly going to be working out tomorrow. I weighed myself but I did not lose any weight yet again. My doctors appointment is coming up hopefully it will help me progress in losing weight so I can be healthy. I had work really early in the morning today and did not get in to my house the night before until 1 am and I ended up getting only 5 hours of sleep. That was a hellish work day. I plan to go to sleep right after this and get up early to do stuff. I have my first real day at my job at the house and I am kinda scared. I am scared if I am able to do the job successfully. Due to my hectic schedule I am unable to do this job m,ore frequently, I really wish I was able to. I am right now trying to find balance. I think I have shown the lack of ability to do things in a moderate fashion, For me it is normally all or nothing. I life you cannot have that. I think allowing myself a break was just what I needed it. For instance working out for that long without stopping I already proved a lot to myself. 

Good luck and best wishes.

Till Tomorrow,

Jess Rose

Day 296 (March 21, 2014)

This is kind of going to be rushed because I have work in less than an hour. I am still anxiety ridden about getting things done. My am continuously feeling my heart beat out of my chest. I am just hoping to get back on the medication as soon as possible because this is ridiculous. I know I need the medication because of how much I am struggling without it. I am hoping something changes for the better and quick. Today I have an 8 hour shift and then I am going to the movies. I normally wouldn’t but my best friend went to see VM with me so as a trade off I am going to see the new movie coming out today. I have no clue what it is about besides what the commercials have said. 

Today is day 239 of my exercise routine. I am glad I was able to finish my routine before work today. I had cheerios for breakfast and I am hoping to eat healthy. Nothing much else to report and these type of things.

Good luck and best wishes.

Till Tomorrow,

Jess Rose